Just a little crush

So, why is it that I've found a new boy to crush on....it's not the ideal situation, but it's there. I've tried so hard to dismiss this and see him as a friend. And I've talked myself into that role, but then he goes and does or says something extra nice or special....

Okay, I could be looking into this way too much, but I'm trying not too. I'm just trying to see him as a friend, maybe a good one. Hopefully someday more...but I'll probably never know.